have completed all the requirements for the Reliance Stanford scholarship application. All that is required now is to hit the submit button. But for the past 3 days, have just not been able to do it. I keep getting cold feet in the last min. Feel that my essay is not right, my resume is too long , i might have made some mistake in the data entered and what not.
Have to positively submit it by today.
I do feel that 250 words is too short to write an essay about how I plan to shape india's future. I mean, by the time you build up the essay itself, you are like almost touching the word limit. Plus to add your goals in the same and to somehow get in the stanford connection is like too big an ask. Anyways, its done now and though I am not sure if I have fit everything that I wanted to, its done for the best. So let me not think more about it.
Btw, I totally sympathize with people having OCD (obsessive compulsive disorder). I think i am falling prey to the disease too. I mean , over the past 3 days, i must have read my essay like a 100 times. God save me when I start writing the other ones. 
